Confidence

I know, kids, I know. I'm filling in the blanks, but it's not the Lori MacBlogger that you know. I'll get there soon, and when I do, you'll thank me. In the meantime, I need to gather my thoughts and write things I feel safe with. Are you with me?

Until then, I went to a party tonight. Pretty last minute, invited by someone who knows I need to think bigger, get out there, do everything I thought I was meant to do when I moved to LA. It was the first year anniversary party for a gossip website, and it brought in enough D-list celebs to make me happy. And when I got there, I was surprised by how many people I actually knew. Not because they were on TV, but because they have crossed my path in the last year and a half. And I wonder what it is that I worry about, why I fear that the best professional years have passed me by, when I can clearly work a room of strangers and make a night of it, regardless of my job title.